Kinda Sad :(

Well that title of this post says it all....I don't know whats wrong with me today. I just don't want to be here right now. I was on Facebook this morning and saw a bunch of things that my friends are doing and it just made me want to be there with them. Then I look at the pictures that I put on my wall...the pictures that are supposed to make me happy; well they don't. They just make me sad and make me miss home. People say, how can you possibly be sad?!?! you're in PARIS! I think they would feel differently if everything that they are comfortable with and used to was taken away from them for 9 months. When I go to buy things from the grocery store I feel completely lost. All I want is so mac n cheese and a hot dog. To add to that I have no one to talk to here at the apartment because Renee is gone. Talking to myself gets old and it makes me feel crazy. Maybe it's the weather that has me in this mood. However it's like this all winter so I better get used to it quick.

This morning I was productive instead of just waiting around the apartment to go to school. I went to the monoprix and bought a new umbrella because my other one is dead. It's black, like the old one. I thought about getting this printed one but thought it might stand out too much. The umbrella was 10.70. It had better not break or else I'm taking it back to monoprix and yelling at them....or something. It's a pretty cute store. The clothes were kinda cute but I really didn't have time to look at them. I went to Orange next. Orange is a phone company and they are the ones who Renee bought my pre-paid phone through. I went in and told the guy that I needed to buy minutes for my phone. He made this fancy chart....I really don't know why when he could have just told me...and I ended up buying 35 Euros worth of minutes. It ended up being about an hour and 20 minutes or something like that or 478 text messages. I figured I'd probably end up texting the few people that I know instead of calling them. After the Orange I went back to the apartment to eat some lunch. I made a salad with mushrooms, tomatoes, and some ham. It was pretty good. I left for school and thankfully, even though I bought a new umbrella, it wasn't raining.

Class was okay today. I had my impressionism to post impressionism class. I participated as best as I could and the teacher knows my name so I guess that's a good thing. After class was the meeting about "Nocturne du Louvre" where you present a work of art to people at the Louvre. I still wasn't sure if I wanted to do it or not. It seems like it's going to be a lot of extra work on top of all the work I have to do now. We looked at all the works that you can choose from and I noted the ones that I liked. When it was time to pick a partner I decided to pick someone who is not in IPP with me....you know trying to branch out a little bit. I was asked by someone from IPP to be their partner but I quickly asked this girl named Katie if she wanted to be partners. We have a few classes together and she's pretty nice...and smart. She said yes. We picked the painting that we wanted to present and went and stood in line so the teacher could write down our choice. By the time we got to the teacher, all of the ones we wanted to do were taken. I wasn't very happy because now I had to choose one that I really didn't like. I asked Katie if she would be angry at me if I decided not to do it any more and she said of course not. She then went and told the teacher I wasn't going to do it and the teacher was basically like, no you're doing it. We ended up picking this one painting....I forgot the name. I guess it's okay. Hopefully I can find some interesting information on it before our meeting with the professor.

I didn't get home until almost 7. I stopped at the ATM because of the umbrella, all my cash is gone. I was listening to my ipod on my phone and I didn't notice this guy talking to me. I took out my ear buds and I had no idea what he was saying. He ended up asking me if I wanted to go to coffee with him but I said no, that I had some where to be because he was creepy....seriously what person just randomly goes up to someone and says oh hey do you want to get coffee with me? weird.

I've seriously done nothing all night. I ate dinner and I've pretty much been watching season 5 of the office on my computer all night. I really don't feel like doing any of the homework I should get done early so I'm not doing it all Sunday. Well, it's almost midnight...I should probably get to bed, but I'm not tired at all. Maybe I'll start a movie or something.

Hopefully tomorrow will be better

a bientot